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What do you think the earth will look like in the year 3500?

Wed, 07 Jan 2009 04:00:38 GMT

Cleaner. Emptier. Space travel, the apocalypse, revelations, etc. Things will get worse, then better. Or they'll implode and start over. Either way, Mother Earth wins.

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When writer's block hits or you simply can't decide what to write about, who or what is your muse?

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 04:05:32 GMT

When I have too many ideas and/or not enough motivation, my muses are:

Stephenie Meyer's books and website.
Moon, my soul-twin.
Poetry by Dalaney.
Physical activity.
Meditation.
Cleaning the house or myself.
My dog, Pi.
Looking at art.
Music, music, music!
Movies, TV shows, media...

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If your friends or family members were having financial difficulty, would you help them out?

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 04:04:25 GMT

They are, and I would if I could. I do my best emotionally, spiritually, mentally and all that, but financially and physically I have to focus on my immediately family and doing what I can to help my parents out (mostly by taking care of my brother and the house).

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Are you happy with the name your parents gave you? Why or why not?

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 04:02:44 GMT

I love my given name. Madeline. I think it's beautiful, and it now describes me to myself, and to many others who hear it.

I used to be dissatisfied with it. I was "Maddy" and it felt so childish because I had worn it since I was a baby. Bor-ing.

So I would always use pennames and cool stuff like that to describe myself instead of my actual name.

That was years ago. Now I am me, with more names, but this one is closest to my heart.

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How do you like your coffee?

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 04:01:19 GMT

Strong, with a lot of sugar. Like I like my men!

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How different is your blogging persona from your actual personality?

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 04:00:42 GMT

I like to think I'm being myself on my blog, but the truth is that I'm not.

It isn't purposeful. Oftentimes people don't attempt to change themselves. But we do. At least in small amounts, at certain times, in certain situations, etc.

I naturally behave differently with my mom than my dad than my best friend than my teachers, etc. It's not being fake. It's being conscientious!

It's also being multi-faceted.

You see a bit of me here, the piece of me present at that moment, by mood and question and whatever else. You see what is appropriate for the time. It may come off wrong when translated into words on a computer screen, or in accordance with your background and specific experiences, but the heart of the matter is 100% true.

Plus, the beauty of typing is I can fix my mistakes before broadcasting my words. In real-life, my brain moves faster than my mouth, and the more excited I am, the more I stumble. Here, I just type faster, forget things, and fix typos more.

Alright, enough sleepy ramblings the day before this is first shown!

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How old is too old to still be living at home with the 'rents?

Mon, 05 Jan 2009 04:42:28 GMT

24. That's enough time to finish high school and go to a maximum of six years of college. If you don't have something useful under your belt by then, you're screwing up, and you need to awaken. If your parents truly love you, they'll kick you out, help you out, and make you do something with yourself.

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What city were you born in? Do you have any memories attached to it?

Mon, 05 Jan 2009 04:42:16 GMT

New York.

Vendor food, NY pizza, latest fashions, smoggy air, heels clicking on the concrete, musty elevators, yellowed and cracked tile, cockroaches, over-heating, youth, stupidity, industrial playgrounds, indifference, silence, pretty people, walking, walking, walking, subways, buses, more walking...

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If you had to give up one sense (taste, smell, vision, hearing or touch) which one would it be? Why?

Mon, 05 Jan 2009 04:41:51 GMT

I would give up sight.

It's quite important in my life, and that's why I would give it up - to get closer to the others, to perceive things more deeply in those other ways. Sight is very distracting, even limiting, and I would love to open my consciousness even more to the cosmos...

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Who do you go to for advice and why?

Mon, 05 Jan 2009 04:41:43 GMT

Mostly my mom. Sometimes my best friend's mom, depending on the issue. Also my soul-twin, again, depending on the issue, maybe even my dad...it's situational. But mostly my mom.

Why? Because she's my mom, one of the wisest creatures in my life! Same for teachers, my BFF's mommy...when my friends have experience in the issue, or know more than me...etc...

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